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Monday, February 14, 2011

FUCK

So its' been a while since my last post since nothing's really happened until recently. So far my sister got involved with a guy she shouldn't have, it went out of control but we got hte guy to leave her alone. In the commotion my mom has put hte blame on my dad for no apparent reason just because she feels like it. Now if he comes to the house she might calls the cops on him, just because he's being a parent. She pretty much told him that he wasn't a good influence on me an my siblings which is bull shit!! He actually treats us like his kids, she throws us around like slaves and doesn't even make a decent conversation with us. So what does she do after that? She blocks every single fucking number that can be linked to my dad or anyone else that she thinks might be bad for me health. I can't get in contact with him only through facebook. I'm stressed out all the fucking time because i feel caged here and i'm slowly suffercating in this hell hole. I can't take it here, my little sister is now brain washed an is on my moms side because she now buys her stuff an leaves me out in the cold. The only person I can talk to is my brother an his girlfreind but they're moving out this week because they can't take it here either. I feel like i'm going to be left alone here, I don't know what to do anymore. How can i escape?